Flying to unknown but your nearness remained a longingness...

Uncertain...its a long way but travelling meant so many things to me. I couldnot resist from being with you and breaking free to unknown.

The longingness to be together became the concern and we waited long long time to see the unseen in the wavy waterflow. The numbness prolonged and before realising love I felt your indifference. Time passed with so much of uncertainty. People passed and so are the boats sailed and...... we waited and waited.

I wonder was there a reason to be there sitting in the schrocing sun tolerating all sorts of indifference. An hour was with us but I wonder was the hour mine? Despite the nearness I was far. May be the assumptions are different but the feelings!

It was hard to understand, unless you specified that nearness to you is something which is abstract. It is just sitting near so that you can be busy with your cell chattering aimlessly.
Time passed to eternity and you didn't even cared to ask.....what that all meant to be with you?

I doubt was it amazing to be with u???? Was it fulfilling????? or Was it another reason to be unhappy????