Another Sleepless night

The desperation was unbearable.
Shall I???
Another sleepless night
I waited and waited
For the long awaited tryst
Only a single night
That I always said you owe
But somewhere emotions
Clashed...
Was it your reputation?
Was it your hatred?

Somewhere the wounded self respect said
Was it love?
Or all about using a dustbin ???
where u dump your frustrations
In the name of love?
Was it ????
Was it????

Perhaps it was all about my perfume
Another Mystery